Fred_from_Jupiter Posted October 12, 2011 Report Posted October 12, 2011 i was a member of the old hppdonline forum. i have hppd since 1996. i tried all sort of meds. nothing worked well. i was on Klonopin and occasionally on lorazepam the last 4 years. K-pin helped a little bit, but in the last 2 months the benefits were no more like there were in the time before. 3 days ago i find the new hppdonline in the net and since yesterday i'm a member again. i was tomorrow at my doc and get Sinemet. take the first pill and after 20-30min. if feel massive improvement in visual and body felling. after 4 hours i took the next 50/12,5 dose and minutes after that i felt a really peaceful mind in my head. no more stupid worries about small things. should this be the med i/we all searching such a long time before? even when it helps 30-50%, it would be a massive step forward without abusing benzos and other addict drugs. so good so far. i waiting for the night and i wanna know how i will sleep this night.
shaolinbomber Posted October 12, 2011 Report Posted October 12, 2011 i was a member of the old hppdonline forum. i have hppd since 1996. i tried all sort of meds. nothing worked well. i was on Klonopin and occasionally on lorazepam the last 4 years. K-pin helped a little bit, but in the last 2 months the benefits were no more like there were in the time before. 3 days ago i find the new hppdonline in the net and since yesterday i'm a member again. i was tomorrow at my doc and get Sinemet. take the first pill and after 20-30min. if feel massive improvement in visual and body felling. after 4 hours i took the next 50/12,5 dose and minutes after that i felt a really peaceful mind in my head. no more stupid worries about small things. should this be the med i/we all searching such a long time before? even when it helps 30-50%, it would be a massive step forward without abusing benzos and other addict drugs. so good so far. i waiting for the night and i wanna know how i will sleep this night. Happy to hear that you're doing well on it. I think this could be the drug that many people who have both DP/DR and PTSD and HPPD will find relief from.
Merkan Posted October 12, 2011 Report Posted October 12, 2011 This is more and more likely to be the greatest advance in HPPD since Clonazepam was first used.
VisualDude Posted October 12, 2011 Report Posted October 12, 2011 Yay - 3 out of 4 new ones respond favorably. Hope you slept well. Any change in your visuals? Do you have DR?
balance Posted October 13, 2011 Report Posted October 13, 2011 Very exciting! Going to talk to my doctor about this very soon!
zukov Posted October 13, 2011 Report Posted October 13, 2011 Amazing and historic discovery, i cant wait to try sinemet
Fred_from_Jupiter Posted October 13, 2011 Author Report Posted October 13, 2011 slept this night incredible. had a lot of realistic dreams (very nice). when i woke up this morning, i felt much more clear and without tension in my body. my back didn't ache anymore. what is really amazing: yesterday before i slept, i looked on tv and there were very small letters of news flash on the bottom of the screen. i always had problem focusing on them and i always can't read them right. yesterday i see every letter totally crisp and clear, WOW! i got my own business and have a lot cars to repair today, but today i'm not so stressed like on other busy days. i can focus more on the details and my concentration is twice. i still can't belive it. wow wow wow wow wow........and this on the second day. ah, forgot something importent: libido was much better this morning.
balance Posted October 13, 2011 Report Posted October 13, 2011 Very good! glad too hear! Can't wait to try this drug!
sandrad1975 Posted October 15, 2011 Report Posted October 15, 2011 This is great news.....please keep posting updates on your progress with this med. Seems so promising, would really like for my son to give it a try soon.
John Smith Posted October 16, 2011 Report Posted October 16, 2011 Fred hows your trial goin mane? keep us updated!
Fred_from_Jupiter Posted October 16, 2011 Author Report Posted October 16, 2011 since 4 days the tension is out of my body and my mind. i feel much more for other people, especially my wife and my little son. communication, laughing and being social in bigger crowds (was yesterday on a wedding party) is like before hppd. at the party my mind was completly free of anxiety and i had really much fun and conversation. i was zero depressed. lest few days i woke up much earlier too. headpressure and dizzyness is completly away. 80% less visuals, 100 free of anxiety!!!!, 50-70% more body feeling. if it will stay on this level i'll be happy to the end of my days. if it will be in the next few days/weeks better, i will pay every one of the hppdonline members that will visiting me in southwest germany following stuff: a real black forest meal in the right ambiance + and now hold on your seat! ....a real german black forest beer mug too !!! and now something for beer drinkers: yesterday i drank a few beers and everything stay ok. today i woke up early and i have no headache, confusion or dizzyness!!!! will try to update the trial so frequently as possible.
Merkan Posted October 16, 2011 Report Posted October 16, 2011 Congrats Fred, since you are four days in I would say its safe that this is your new pal. Its really wonderful to experience the connection to your surronding again, i know. Keep going a couple of weeks and if the 20% visuals are still there you might wanna try keppra, like 1000mg and see if it takes care of the rest.
Fred_from_Jupiter Posted October 16, 2011 Author Report Posted October 16, 2011 i got a huge amount of keppra at my home depot. i only tried keppra for one week, but it made me sooooo sleepy. i could not work for that time, because i slept the half day....and that's my big problem: i got my own business: no work = no money. do you still use keppra too? when yes, which dose do you take? how do you start to take keppra with benefits, and what were your side effects?
Merkan Posted October 16, 2011 Report Posted October 16, 2011 Well i started on 1000mg and then went up to 1500. Tried to go down to 1000mg before sinemet, didn't work out at all. When the Clonazepam cut settles i might try to go down again. I did get a bit irritated in the beginning and some migraines but all that left in a couple of weeks. i got a huge amount of keppra at my home depot. i only tried keppra for one week, but it made me sooooo sleepy. i could not work for that time, because i slept the half day....and that's my big problem: i got my own business: no work = no money. do you still use keppra too? when yes, which dose do you take? how do you start to take keppra with benefits, and what were your side effects?
Fred_from_Jupiter Posted November 6, 2011 Author Report Posted November 6, 2011 sorry for keeping away this forum, but i got the big winter tire business in my garage, so i'm working 16/7 all time to fix all the customer cars for winter. still feeling good with K-pin and sinemet (levocarb in germany) mix. still 100 free of anxiety!!!! living with a free mind is sooooo nice. last days had good sex a few times, were great too. please be patience with me, till the winter business is over. asap i will replay and tell how's it going. thanks for all fred
VisualDude Posted March 5, 2016 Report Posted March 5, 2016 i got a huge amount of keppra at my home depot. i only tried keppra for one week, but it made me sooooo sleepy. i could not work for that time, because i slept the half day....and that's my big problem: i got my own business: no work = no money. do you still use keppra too? when yes, which dose do you take? how do you start to take keppra with benefits, and what were your side effects? I find Keppra too sedating as well. But 250-400mg before bed can help sleeping. Anything above 750mg trashes memory. Then there is a negative 'rebound' when discontinuing, particularly muscle spasms. the first pill and after 20-30min. if feel massive improvement in visual and body felling. after 4 hours i took the next 50/12,5 dose and minutes after that i felt a really peaceful mind in my head. no more stupid worries about small things. should this be the med i/we all searching such a long time before? even when it helps 30-50%, it would be a massive step forward without abusing benzos and other addict drugs. so good so far. slept this night incredible. had a lot of realistic dreams (very nice). when i woke up this morning, i felt much more clear and without tension in my body. my back didn't ache anymore. what is really amazing: yesterday before i slept, i looked on tv and there were very small letters of news flash on the bottom of the screen. i always had problem focusing on them and i always can't read them right. yesterday i see every letter totally crisp and clear, WOW! ... i still can't belive it. wow wow wow wow wow........and this on the second day. ah, forgot something importent: libido was much better this morning. still feeling good with K-pin and sinemet (levocarb in germany) mix. still 100 free of anxiety!!!! living with a free mind is sooooo nice. last days had good sex a few times, were great too. Hope you are still feeling improved. Your 4-hour, 16 hour, and 4-week reports are great, how about 4 years now ... still helping? Something else you might wish to try is discussed here: http://hppdonline.com/index.php?/topic/5027-thiamine-cocarboxylase/
Merkan Posted March 6, 2016 Report Posted March 6, 2016 Nice with another success story . Sinemet tha teak deal. All talk about Keppra makes me wanna go on a small trial to cut My dose in half and see what it does.
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