2 realities? (urgent)

[sinergy]

Hi, im new to this, so, bear with me with any mistakes

So, in April, i tried LSD at a friends house, 340ug, too much for my first time and had a blackout, on saturday night i took 40ug, smoked a lot of weed, and was feeling like i was back in my first trip, as in, i felt like i was at my friends house, and because of the blackout, i was tripping out and they had to call the police, or a neighbor heard me being loud, and now it feels like everything i hear or do is actually happening out there, at my friend house, with police, and my family screaming and crying. Everything i hear sounds familiar, like ive already heard it. Even now as i type this, the TV in the living room sounds like my mom, dad, and police, i dont know what to do, i dont think ive heard of HPPD symptoms like this. What do i do? help please

Edited June 25, 2018 by sinergy

[hppdvictim92]

This might be some kind of temporarily drug-induced psychosis or some other kind of depersonalization. You should stop all drug use now and try to find a psychiatrist as soon as possible I would say.

Edited July 8, 2018 by hppdvictim92

[sinergy]

@hppdvictim92

 

I wish i could, but i dont have a means of payment, and my mothers insurance just wont cover it, what can i do?

[hppdvictim92]

Have you told your parents about how you are feeling already? 

[sinergy]

@hppdvictim92

Ive told my mom about it, yes, but, i wouldnt say its psychosis, as psychosis is complete loss of reality, if ive read up on it, properly. TBH, what i think is happening is DPDR related, the DPDR being where the deja vu comes from, and the derealization being where me having thoughts of this being fake, and still being in my 1st trip, it could have something to do with PTSD as well, im not sure, but i dont think its psychosis

[TheWildWorld]

I literally experience the same thing. Not the police and stuff but it’s as if I never left the trip. It’s as if it all goes back and I’m still in the same place as before.

[sinergy]

@TheWildWorld as if its still the day/night of your trip right?